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Just Terrified (Why Do Anything​?​)

by This Cold Night

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People terrify me and sometimes I terrify myself.
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Another song from a self-titled LP that doesn't yet exist. I'm writing and recording the album right now, as you read this, and I don't know when I'll finish.

During this process:
- SIX songs will be released as I make them -- five are available now
- SIX songs will be withheld for the self-titled LP
- SIX songs will be demos, because I like DEMOS
- that's EIGHTEEN songs

Then, I'll self-release the album on two whole vinyl records. Sounds simple, right? In the meantime, thank you for listening, sharing, streaming, and for the emotional support. This has been a public learning experience, which is the inverse of a public service announcement.

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chase / tcn

lyrics

I am not afraid, I'm terrified
Not okay, just trying to survive
Disinterest and passion collide
Not okay, I'm terrified

I talk to myself when I walk,
I live in the land of my thought

It's nice to meet you
This is me a-greeting you

A hand reaches out, into the dark

I am not afraid, I'm terrified
Not okay, just trying to survive
Disinterest and passion collide
Not afraid, just terrified

Why do anything?
Why write anyway?
Nobody will hear to what you're trying to say
No one will care to air your complaints

I slide my hand against the wall
I've been in this maze for too long
My mind is fevered, I cannot trust my senses
Maybe you were never here at all

I am not afraid, I'm terrified
Not okay, just trying to survive
Disinterest and passion collide
Not okay, just terrified

Why do anything?
Why write anyway?
Nobody will hear to what you're trying to say
No one will care to air your complaints

credits

released March 25, 2024
Written and record by chase m
Mixed by Jordan Koop
Mastered by Carl Saff
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Cover design by chase m

'CBD Tarot de Marseill' images repurposed, originally released by Dr. Yoav Ben-Dov @ www.cbdtarot.com

Tarot images Licensed under Creative Commons 3.0 Attribution-NonCommercial-ShareAlike 3.0 - creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-sa/3.0/deed.en
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Consider coloring the cards while contemplating existence or rub them on your naked body.

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This Cold Night Vancouver, Washington

I do not exist on social media and neither should you.

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My only contact is thiscoldnight@gmail.com

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